Henry

Monday, May 31, 2004

So.... who washed whose feet?

what have I heard?

"there were 13 people in the upper room but only 12 clean pairs of feet....."

I learned this in church yesterday and thought of sharing this with anyone that read my blog... There was this balding preacher in church talking to us about servanthood and what it means to be a real servant leader. The Greatest Example was found in the Bible. Jesus! John 13 1:17

BACKBONE

Was sharing with someone (infact, a number of people) today that problems are meant to strengthen you and the character and strength you gained gives you a strong backbone.... Makes you a better person. Experiences are pieces of gold you picked up along the long path you make down this journey of endlessness. Or it seems to you... But like what I always say, perceptions can be deceiving and the truth can be twisted.... So where does it lead us? I'm still waiting........

Friday, May 07, 2004

Claw my way

Struggles

I struggle daily, seems as if I can't control my flesh
I hope for the best that I would pass this test
But Satan keeps on haunting me, he be wanting me
So I call on the name of the Lord to come and set me free
I never thought that he would answer when I call
pick me up when I fall, or even cared at all
So since he answered I thought I'd give him a try
now that I live for him people want the same high, that lifts my soul to the sky

Scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

I Don't

Jon of Silence

Sometimes when I don't say, it doesn't mean that I am afraid,
Sometimes when I don't look, it doesn't mean that I don't know,
Sometimes when I don't write, it doesn't mean that I can't move,
Sometimes when I don't sing, it doesn't mean that I am tone deaf,
Sometimes when I don't listen, it doesn't mean that I can't hear,
Sometimes when I don't worry, it doesn't mean that I am fearless,
Sometimes when I don't read, it doesn't mean that I am not educated,
Sometimes when I care for you, it doesn't mean that I will show.

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Hey, hey, hey

VJ

This clown nearly destroyed me bike.... What was in my head when I agreed to let him try out the bike.... Anyway, I lied when I told that he cannot make it. For someone that has no knowledge of clutch, brakes & co-ordination of all those stuffs, I think he did excellent. ( Must be snickering now when he read this... ) I did not want to encourage him because' I do not want to be directly responsible for his interest in riding.... His mum will send Armoured Tanks .........

Riding?

Someone asked me why do I ride... I wanted to tell him my passion and interest and my first time when I twisted the throttle and that moment of freedom and life.... But somehow I noticed that look in the eye... So I decided to tell him something believable.... " Aiya, I no money to buy car mah..." Somehow, after which, when I went on my way home, I have a strange feeling.... so hypocritical? Not sure, can't juz share something like that, I guess... No self-confidence? No way, I never expected anyone to understand anyway.... So how? What was that? I wonder.......... Someone tell me

That Big Round Eyes

Had a small family garthering at my second sis place... Infact, all the brothers and sisters fall in there .... Had a screaming time....... That means all their kids were there too. Had alot of first time there yesterday, actually saw my twin's daughter laughing and dancing... And my elderest sis children having a good time. I realized I missed my second sis son very much. He was living wif us before they moved. He somehow had a hold in my heart. Haizzz... When he kissed me goodbye I nearly cried.... Don't know why.... Must be that big round eyes....