Ready to go..... 

NAsty?

I'm not a nasty person.... At least, in my own context. I was indirectly forced to say something nasty yesterday ( Well, I think it's nasty.... ) But I guess it comes with the job. It's a tough place to be when everything and anything happens, someone will just say "can the CSM look into this and the CSM look into that." Well, I've got alot of thoughts lately and it's really bottled necked in my brain. NOt that I don't want to share or what, just too many. We were very busy and my school work is too. Somehow, everything just start to drop on you and there are just ain't enough hands to catch them. Naturally, some will just slip through. But that doesn't mean that I ain't gonna pick them up. It's just a matter of time. People sometimes have to carry their own load and to handle themselves with the load. Sometimes, that's what a Leader do in his postion. People that have worked with me know that I've always claim all the bad things that happened to myself and the good for the others.....If they know.... I've always regarded people with me as friends... Well, at least some people, people that I go out and have coffee with. They know who they are. But there are some things that I can't share with them, like the load that I carry on my shoulders in the Army. I just need their understanding. Because, the load is not for you all to bear.

Juz having some thoughts....

6 "Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:
to loose the chains of injustice
and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
and break every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your food with the hungry
and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter-
when you see the naked, to clothe him,
and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?
8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn,
and your healing will quickly appear;
then your righteousness [a] will go before you,
and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.
9 Then you will call, and the LORD will answer;
you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I.

"If you do away with the yoke of oppression,
with the pointing finger and malicious talk,
10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry
and satisfy the needs of the oppressed,
then your light will rise in the darkness,
and your night will become like the noonday.
11 The LORD will guide you always;
he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land
and will strengthen your frame.
You will be like a well-watered garden,
like a spring whose waters never fail.
12 Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins
and will raise up the age-old foundations;
you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls,
Restorer of Streets with Dwellings.