WORDS

YOU & I BOTH
words & music by jason mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.

Creed

"My Sacrifice"

Hello my friend, we meet again

It's been awhile, where should we begin?

Feels like forever

Within my heart are memories

Of perfect love that you gave to me

Oh, I remember

When you are with me,

I'm freeI'm careless, I believe

Above all the others we'll fly

This brings tears to my eyes

My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs

Oh how quickly life can turn around

In an instant

It feels so good to reunite

Within yourself and within your mind

Let's find peace there

When you are with me,

I'm freeI'm careless, I believe

Above all the others we'll fly

This brings tears to my eyes

My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again

I just want to say hello again

When you are with me

I'm freeI'm careless, I believe

Above all the others we'll fly

This brings tears to my eyes

Cause when you are with me

I am freeI'm careless, I believe

Above all the others we'll fly

This brings tears to my eyes

My sacrifice, My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again

I just want to say hello again

My sacrifice.

The way to the Top..... 

Feelings

Went for some Log Soccer Competition today and we won 3-2... I never played. Well, it's a team thing and as a team member I'm very pleased that we won. Talkin' 'bout team, I've not worked closely with people, focusing on a single objective for a while now. I missed it. It's senseless and insane now for me. I've got a whole junk of "other" work and I totally hated it now. It has no meaning to me. Blast!! To list a few is.... "jao ho yi si" ( MSR ), "gao bu juai" Challenge ( Cobra Challenge) and the pride thing which I have "no" pride over.... etc. What ever, hope boss don't see this.... I'm getting no where in this company.... I'm feeling useless.

Read this book "American Soldier" by General Tommy Franks ( YES! I read.....) It kinda made me understand the importance of leadership even more. Everyday, I see these NS boys walkin' around and wonder even if they understand what is a soldier. Not that I do, totally, but at least I wanna do what is required. But you will probably get the " you get more pay leh" and I will say "you sign on lah" and they will say "ORD loh" and you get no where... Today, they only have to face natural disaster, I pray that they will never see war. Because, that will be too late.

I need a Real Job....

Yup, that was what I told some people this two days... Including OC... And please define.... I don't know. There's no drive now in me. Numb. Not movtivated. No heart. No passion. No fire. No fight. I might even consider the Ammo Tech post..... DISSATISFIED ....